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oh_so_stellar_X3
im not using this one anymore..
so yeah
comment on that one and not this one!!
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| everythings good now..
people make me happy :)
i love you all tonnnns
so thursday night i spent the night at lindsey g's..
we talked about hott boys..
two in particualr..
coughzachandjeremycough
then school was..
well.. school.
then lindsey kasey becca and i went to cst..
then becca went home and the rest of us went to lindseys
and jammed to music..
and put cds in lindeys cd rack haha
then we went to the mixer
which i had fun at even tho no one else did lol
then a bunch of us went to lindseys and watched saw..
it was lindsey kasey me shelby alyssa lindsey c. zach evan john cory and justin..
then everyone left except obviously lindsey, kasey shelby and me..
we stayed up and talked about hott guys..
two in particular..
coughzachandtallguycough
and yeah now im here all bored..
ok well comment if u love me!
<3
)) i think i really like someone... ((
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everyones being asked to homecoming!!
i want to too!!
but i know who i wanna go with..
and idk if hes gonna ask me
hmm
(hint hint)
<3
-----EDIT AGAIN-----
i have a correction to make..
i spent the night at JIMMY's not lindseys
haha
<3
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| hi.
wow.
back to sadness?
id say so.
found out my uncle passed away 6 days ago.
i found this out today.
so did everyone.
they found him six effing days after he died.
how horrible is that?
would you want to lay there for 6 days when u were dead and useless and nothing but a body?
i wouldnt. its awful.
i never got to close to him.
but its still hit me real hard.
its like one of those things that i regret.
i havent seen him since i was 8 or 9
i feel awful.
i just wish i could have said goodbye.
and told him i did love him and care about him.
i never once told him i loved him.
it just wasnt one of those things we did.
thats what hurts me most.
i dont get to go to his funeral.
im most likely staying with the grossmans while my parents go.
i dont want to cry anymore.
but i cant help it.
i cant concentrate on anything.
did a half butt job on my homework.
i just start thinking those "what if this.." things.
i dont know what im going to do at school tomoro.
ugh.
oh how i wish it was friday.
<3
pee. es.)) are you going to the mixer friday?
please do it would make my day to see
you there.
pee. es. es.)) answer this..
talking to me.. can you tell when
somethings wrong?
or do i hide it good?...
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| im going dress shopping tomro
yes for homecoming
which is in 50 days..
i so just counted.
imphasis on the SO haha
i dont have a date yet tho.. : ( // ; )
so this first week of school has been good
really weird
but good
havent exactly found a group of people that ill be hangin out with and stuff
but once i start getting to know more ppl im sure ill fit in fine
i like it at south :)
its thunderstorming
puts me in a good mood : )
so does jazz band. which we played in today
my oh my did i miss jazz band this summer
its not the same tho without holtorf to talk to and all the others that made it rad last year
but this year should be awesome to
today brandon randomly informed me not to have sex because men are driven by sex
made me laugh
new groups of people.. very nice..
ok well im done cuz this is boring
comment tonssss and you might get pictures from dress shopping tomro! : )
i looooove you!
<3
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just when i thought nothing could bring me down..
with a click of the mouse
and the ability to read
im back where i started
i just want you to know
how much it hurts.
and that i still love you
<3
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